hello hi hello

blogging dies over the holidays huh! this is my first holiday as a blogger so i wasnt aware of this.

im tired today.

i want to blog something exciting and fun but im far too boring to be capable of that.

i made xmas dinner with my mom. the turkey was well good.

my parents gave me money. thank god.

my house is very hot.

my brother and i had an 'incident' over xmas dinner, enough said.

i met up with seanie and his boyfriend yesterday. his boy is LOVELY. they live together now. they've been together for about 8 months i think ish, and i hadnt met him yet and he is so sweet. hes an absolute gentleman and smart and cute and caring. WELL DONE SEANIE! so that made me happy. i thanked him for looking after sean for me. he needs someone to look after him. NO SERIOUSLY, he does. he doesnt eat properly at all, he doesnt do laundry, hes lost 6 passports, hes always sick. he looked good when i saw him though and he didnt smell of stale sweat and deoderant (oh what a lovely picture im painting!). he bought me a book called egg dancing. i havent started it yet.

i went to my mom's best mates house last night - Funky M. Shes great, her family is a lot younger than ours (even though shes the same age as my mom), her husband was younger than her. he died hmm a couple of months ago now, maybe in august. he had a brain tumour they were waiting for him to pass. i didnt get to go to the funeral. but yeah so last night was the first time id seen her and the family since he died. she talks about him a lot and there are lots of picture of him up. like she just talks about him in sentences like, ' oh yeah when michael and I last year were buying the turkey......' Shes amazing. we stayed til 1am. my mom worries about her, about her being alone. she hugs her a lot more than she used to.

wow this entry is really stilted. im gettin quite stuck as to what to write about, which is very unusual. k so im just gonna stop. merry christmas.